Conceived today, the day my parents went to a fertility clinic to start treatment. I don't need any help.
Blastocizing
2008-10-23 18:26:05
Resistance is fetal!
2008-12-02 18:40:34
Chillin' out.
First foot prints:
Hot momma!
2008-12-14 18:50:21
Somewhere around Christmas, when Mom thought she had a belly.
20w 4d
2009-01-29 19:22:25
Phew! This is hard work.
Ultrasound 2008-10-23
2009-05-14 18:19:16
Ultrasound 2008-11-07
2009-05-14 18:24:25
Week 37
2009-05-17 21:19:20
The Thinker.
Big Lips.
Week 37 (from the outside)
2009-05-17 21:33:32
[YK didn't like the grave nature of the attractive photo that was here, so I've removed it.]
A new 37 weeks
2009-05-20 07:41:40
A more optimistic momma.
Latest update: 39 weeks, 3 days
2009-06-09 12:59:35
Had a small, intimate shower Sunday. Thanks to YSL and JYK for hosting and friends for attending.
Today, we got another ultrasound to check her growth. They're reporting 7lbs 11oz. With a 15% margin of error, that could as low as 6lbs 11oz. At any rate, we're right within the average range, so all is good.
This morning she was dancing up a storm to King Sunny Ade, which I find absolutely wonderful, even if the splits she was doing across YK's belly were not so welcome to YK.
Thumb sucker
2009-06-09 19:24:52
Where's that thumb...?
Sienna Jane = 씨에나 재인
2009-06-10 10:51:28
We had a request for 'Sienna Jane' in Korean. Since many folks' browsers are probably not set up to display Korean characters, here is an image spelling out her name in six different fonts. [Now with updated spelling. 시--> 씨.]
New Babies
2009-06-12 19:35:44
At our appointment today, the office was--for the first time--full of babies. We've seen one or two here and there before, but this was a veritable conference. In the waiting area, a newborn not four days old and still red and raw scratched about for a feeding. Nearby a four-month-old's eyes jumped from one studied gaze to another and then needed a change. In the back someone was commenting that a four-week-old baby in the hallway looked four months.
It was like having the next couple of months laid out before us. It's really beginning to get real and exciting. But the doctor says probably next week. So patience.
And that's actually a good thing, since I have once again left the headlights on in the car and drained the battery. I need until tomorrow for the battery booster I bought to charge up so I can jump start it! Definitely poor timing, but it adds to the adventure. (And compelled me to make the clearly needed purchase!)
Stubborn little girl
2009-06-21 18:32:09
Sienna's playing it right down to the wire. Twenty-four plus hours into the induction and she's still playing coy.
The Mothership has Landed
2009-06-22 10:04:18
I'll add more once I've taken more than a picture or two and have a chance to put them on the computer and post. In the meantime, the vitals:
7lbs 15oz
21"
21 June 2009, 10:42pm
beautiful
Best (first!) Father's Day gift ever.
First image - Day 2
2009-06-22 21:45:13
There will be better images by the end of the week, but Sienna's sleeping for the most part and this is about the best face picture yet.
Starting to check you out...
2009-06-23 22:46:22
Sienna arrives home in the back of a cop car
2009-06-24 19:12:13
There is a Korean word I made up: 막초 (mak-cho). 막 (mak) has an etymological meaning of "last", and 초 (cho) means "second". It's a fun word that pleases most Koreans and has become a running joke. When the doctors were beginning to ease us into the idea of ceasarian section (or simply putting us on hold until the shift changed and we could get a fresh doctor to do the surgery), they had YK change position and it seemed as if it might allow us to avoid surgery if it progressed. At that moment I started jokingly calling Sienna "Mak-cho" Well, on the trip home she continued to live up to her name.
At the hospital, they said they'd probably be able to discharge us. While the usual discharge time is around noon, we were kept later because of emergencies in the hospital and a jaundice test for Sienna. We finally left at 4pm and ran into traffic all the way home. Because of an accident on the Henry Hudson, we decided to get off at 96th, cut across town, give a wonderfully sleeping Sienna a tour of Harlem as we tried to find our way across the Harlem River, and then took the Bruckner to the Bronx River Parkway.
After we pulled off the highway and reached the stoplight five blocks from home, the car started idling very roughly. I put it in park, revved it up, and shifted back into gear when the light changed. Kerplump. Mak-cho. The engine just stopped. I tried unsuccessfully to jump it with the battery booster I have and started calling AAA.
I was interrupted by an incredibly friendly guy in a green van going the other way who asked if he could help, since "we were backing up the whole highway", as we surely were. Just as we started pushing the car, another passerby offered to help and a cop pulled up to see what was going on. Let me just say that these guy's assistance was a true testament to human cooperation. (Of course, it says nothing about the hundred people who simply drove by...)
And let me also say the "Smitty" was the nicest cop I've ever met. He had two reactions when I told him we were bringing a newborn home from the hospital. The first was, "You're going to a story to tell her." "Yeah, I'm sure she'll be hearing it over and over again." The second was to make sure that YK and Sienna got home soon and safe. To that end, while I tried recharging the battery a bit before waiting for AAA, he put YK and Sienna in the back seat of his cruiser and brought them here. I asked him if he needed the car seat base. He responded that it was okay and he'd drive slowly. To my surprise, I clapped him on the upper arm and said, "Okay. I just don't want you to get pulled over." He look confused a second, then laughed and took my family home safely in the back of his squad car. Thank you, Smitty.
Home karaoke
2009-06-25 17:01:00
First morning at home and already practicing for karaoke.
You talking to me?
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한국에 있는 가족들께...
2009-06-28 21:02:28
재인이가 태어난지 벌써 일주일이 지났네, 정말 정신 없는 하루들 이었어.
집에 와서 며칠은 뭘 어찌해야 하는지 좀 어리둥절에, 아가가 울어제낄 때 마다 어찌나 긴장이 되던지,, 지금은 그래도 아가가 울면 배가 고픈지, 기저귀를 바꿔야 하는지, 그냥 안아달라고 우는지,,, 하나 하나 생각을 하게 되고 대처할수 있게 되어가고 있어.
재인이가 이렇게 작고 귀여울때 한국에 있는 우리 가족들도 다 재인이를 만나보면 넘 좋을텐데... 지금은 넘 어려서 한국에 데리고 가기도 어렵고, 8월 중순까지 뉴욕에 올수 있다면, 오라고 하고 싶지만, 넘 늦게 얘기하는게 아닌가 싶기도 하고. 이럴때 가족이 가장 그립게 느껴지는 것 같아. 오빠네 가족은 거의 매일 전화하고 화상으로 연락하고, 오고 싶으면 올수 있는 가까운 거리에 사니깐... 얼마나 부럽던지...하여간 지금 3.6킬로에 53센티미터의 키를 가진 재인이가 어떻게 커가는지 여기에 많이 써놓으려고 노력할테니깐 자주 들어와서 보도록해.
오늘은 엉덩이에 바람 좀 쐬어 주려고 기저귀를 풀러논 사이에, 재인이가 큰일, 작은일, 토하기를 순서대로 다 해버렸어. 큰일을 확 보는 사이에 놀래서 그거 막 치우고 있는데, 엉덩이 딱고 있는 손에다 다시 한번 묽은 똥을 확,,, 그리고 그걸 다 치워 놓은 위에다 오줌을 다시 한번 확인 사살...
이 모든일이 있는 동안 얼마나 태연한 얼굴을 하고 있던지. 거의 만족하는 듯한 미소까지...
Comments:
우울할 시간 없다.
열심히 아이에게 대해줘.
아빠가 엄마만큼 열심이라 커즈가 너무 이쁘다.
멀리 떨어져 있지만 화상채팅 안 하지만 생각하잖아.
동영상은 어디 있는거야...ㅠㅠ
그리고 커즈는 일자리 얻은 거야?
영국이랑 아주대학이야?
음...궁금하군..ㅎㅎ
엄마 우울이면 아가도 우울해져.
기분 좋아지는 음악 듣고 그래. 알았지?
The hard work of digestion
2009-06-28 21:50:34
Day 8 - "il cha - 일자"
2009-06-29 14:33:23
It seems that Sienna has the ability to count already. Whenever she cries, her eyes and the bridge of her nose wrinkle into the shape of the chinese character for "1".
Day 9 - Looking more relaxed than she's been acting
2009-06-30 14:38:57
Comments:
사진 다 봤고...ㅎㅎ
어제는 책 사서 빠른 걸로 보냈다.
전래동화 2권(짧은 것이랑 긴 것)이랑 자장가 씨디랑 책.
그냥 평범한 동요는 담주에 보내줄게.
정윤이가 인형 자기가 골라서 사고 싶다고 그러라고 했다.
울 윤경이가 아기를 낳다니..
다른사진은 잘 모르겠는데, 이 사진 보니깐 첫 느낌이 커즈랑 비슷한거 같아..
머리새까만거랑 눈 큰거랑 넘넘 이쁘다..
가까이 있음 내가 맨날 가서 도와줄텐데 멀리 있어서 맘만 보내..그래도 유숙(맞나모르겠다)언니가 니 옆에 있어서 얼마나 다행인지 몰라..
자주 들어와서 재인이 사진볼께..
그리고 밑에 보니깐 경찰차타고 집에 왔네..ㅋㅋ별일이 다 생긴다니깐..커즈 코멘트 보면 넘 장난꾸러기 같아서 재밌어..
밤엔 내가 아기 보고, 낮엔 오빠가 많이 도와주지. 밤에 기저귀도 갈아주고..
진영아 맘 잘 받았다, 타향살이가 이래서 힘든가보다, 지금까지 별로 큰 향수를 느껴 보지 못했는데, 이번에 정말 확실히 느끼고 있지.ㅎㅎ
언니~ 보내주는 선물들 잘 받을께. 난중에 전화해~~
언니 순산하신거 너무 축하드리구요..
몸조리 잘하시구요...
재인이 보구싶어 죽겠네..
매일 이쁜사진 많이 올려주세요....~~^^
Day 12 - Pretty in Pink?
2009-07-03 17:16:07
Grandma requested a picture of Sienna all dressed up and pretty. Well, so far she seems to have my taste for fashion. She seems to detest pink, which I'm currently convinced is not the most attractive color for her. Between her squirming and screaming once we'd dressed her, this is the most attractive shot we got:
(Yes, she does have a neck. Look at the other pictures.) However, most of the images were worse than this still humorous ditty:
Comments:
재인이 손가락 길다...음...암튼 정말 이뻐...ㅎㅎ
Day 12 - Peace
2009-07-03 18:16:01
As I hear Sienna break out whining in the background, I'm happy to report that today things have gone fairly well compared to the previous few. We took her (and the repaired car) out for a test drive today. Reasonably enough, she hated the slow traffic at the beginning of the trip and gave the other drivers a serious piece of her mind. Once we got moving, though, it was all peace and calm.
She was even completely (well, almost completely) relaxed during our third sponge bath at home. Unbelievable! (But, of course, I'm waiting for the change...)
Comments:
커즈 혼자 데리고 나갔던 거야?
재인이는 눈이 커서 뭔가 말하고 있는 것 같아.
실제로 봐야지 이쁜지 아닌지 알죠.
꼭 보러 가봐야 겠어요.
그때까지 몸조리 잘 하시고 안녕히 계세요.
Baby-vision
2009-07-05 16:49:52
The other day I saw my reflection in Sienna's eyes as I held her and realized that the image below, which takes into account the fact that newborns distinguish contrasts and not colors, will probably be one of Sienna's earliest (non)memories. (The ceiling fan is behind my head.)
Comments:
어떤 소설가는 태어나기 전부터 기억이 있다고 했었지.
아멜리에의 소설에 보면 그런데.
암튼 난 6살부터 얼핏 기억이 나는 것 같아.
씨에나의 기억은 언제부터 시작될까.
하지만 무의식의 축적은 벌써 시작되고 있을거야.
First toy?
2009-07-06 16:55:53
We thought we'd try distracting Sienna with the stuffed caterpillar toy that the Kim's passed on to us yesterday so that we could get through some lunch. As long as we jiggled the toy and thus rang the little bells inside, she was content. Well, content enough for YK to get through most of her lunch.
Comments:
재인이도 크면 강아지나 고양이를 좋아하게 될까.
커즈 매일 업데이트 하느라 수고가 많아요.
재인이에 대한 무한사랑이 느껴지네요.ㅅㅅ
First friend?
2009-07-07 07:49:05
Smiling?
2009-07-13 21:01:32
Comments:
아가 때는 다들 약간 그렇다고 하지만.
이 사진은 만화 캐릭터 머...닮았는데....
Madonna and child
2009-07-13 21:02:21
The classic theme recreated here at home.
Comments:
근데 모가 살이 다 빠졌다는 거야...
통통하니 보긴 좋구남...ㅎㅎ
내 보기엔 아가 낳기 전이나 지금이나 똑같네..
가끔 이렇게 같이 찎은 사진도 올려..
First glimpse of curiosity after awaking
2009-07-14 21:04:26
Comments:
살짝 권태로워 보이기도 하고 말야.
근데 정말 커즈 많이 닮았다.
아가 여드름 사진에선 잘 안보인다.
얼굴도 살 별로 안 쪄 보여.
오늘도 건강하게 잘 지내나 보구나 우리 재인이
이 사진 보니깐 딱 얼굴이 커즈다..
Bath time
2009-07-15 08:27:38
젖은 머리가 넘 이쁜 재인이~~ 이날은 목욕하면서 울지도 않았답니다. 후후 착한것...
Comments:
물에서 수영을 본능적으로 하는 아가 보면 신기하잖아.
나도 수영하고 싶다. 아무도 없는 곳에서...
사진 너무너무너무너무 이쁘게 나왔담....
뽀뽀 쬭쬭쬭!!!
Respite amidst the pain [video]
2009-07-15 21:18:10
Sienna's crying is painful to me (as any child's crying is to their parents). To calm her down, I often offer her my pinkie finger as a pacifier. As she regains her composure, Sienna makes a sound that just cracks me up...no matter how upset everyone is. This is that sound (from a few days ago):
Blue gingham for the grandparents
2009-07-16 13:34:28
Not the cutest shot, but it was the best we got this morning before Sienna got upset.
Comments:
씨에나는 귀여운 옷 잘 안 어울려 보이지 않아?
역시 팔다리는 길구나.
쑥쑥 엄마 젖 먹고 잘 크고 있구나.
기특해라...
A new sound for Sienna [video]
2009-07-18 15:26:47
Comments:
니가 귀찮다는 말 같은데?
난 어제까지 이틀 일하고 오늘부터 이틀 쉰다.
밤에 전화할게.
나도 재인이 보니깐 하나 더 낳고 싶다..
윤경이 목소리도 나와서 신기하고..
잘하고는 있는거야? 더이상 겁나진 않는거지???
That is soooo interesting...
2009-07-19 12:00:52
Tell me more.
Comments:
윤경이 갔다오느라 수고가 많구남...
아직 원피스는 음.....
Wireless Cape
2009-07-23 06:28:31
So we've been up in Cape Cod, where the rain is abundant and the Bay is still lovely. Unfortunately, we're completely wireless. We've got great wireless access, but we also have no wires to transfer photos from cameras to computers. So it doesn't look like there will be any updates for a some days more.
Walking already
2009-07-24 17:14:07
Cute boots from the Vaiciulus'. Thanks!
Comments:
전화가 왜 안 되는거야.
전화기 꺼놨는지...아님 고장이라도?
Me and my elephant I, II
2009-08-01 08:01:55
Me and my elephant IMe and my elephant II
[Pictures from 15 July 2009]
Comments:
나중에 떼어내기 아까울지도 모르겠네.
잘 찍었네.
니가 연출한 거지?
나중에 재인이가 보고 모라고 그럴까나. ㅎㅎ
코끼리 귀엽다 재인이는 물론이고.
Almost smiling
2009-08-02 10:35:37
Comments:
눈동자봐..
이뽀 이뽀 이뽀..
아기 넘넘 귀엽다!!
그 아기가 내 사촌동생 이라니....
ㅎㅎㅎ 생각만해도 좋은걸...\
자주자주 들어올께,
그럼 바이바이~!~
우리 윤경이,많이 힘들었지?
ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ힘내라!
재인이 엄마!!
New Hair style
2009-08-15 09:21:28
[Picture from 4 August 2009]
Comments:
잘라야겠다.
보조개 슬쩍 보인다.
사진은 요새 커즈가 바빠서 네가 올리나?
Unseen photos
2009-08-15 20:29:19
Comments:
이모가 화상을 싫어해서 미안해.
윤경 자기 사진도 좀 올리지 그랴.
네 얼굴도 보고싶단 말이지.
아가들의 자는 모습은 천사란말이야..
2 mo update
We're just back from the pediatrician. Sienna got her two-month-old checkup and first immunizations. For those who want the details:
Weight: 5.3kg = 11lb 11oz
Height: 57.5cm = 22.6in
Head circumference: 39cm = 15.4in
And, yes, she bawled when they stuck her.
2009-08-21 10:57:04
Back to work
2009-08-27 09:56:21
재인이 안녕~
엄마는 이번 월요일부터 다시 직장으로 복귀를 했단다. 그동안 밀린 일들로 정신이 없어.
직장동료들에게 우리 재인이 사진을 보여주고 자랑 좀 했지... ㅎㅎ
다들 아빠를 꼭 닮았다고 얘기를 하더라구,,, 엄마가 속으로 생각했지, 성격은 엄마를 닮기를 바란다고.
일하는 동안은 재인이 생각을 안하려고 많이 노력 중이야, 한번 생각을 하기 시작하면 넘 보고 싶어서 일을 할수가 없어.
그래도 이렇게 직장에서 글을 올리고 있는 나를 보면 그리 성공적이진 않지만서도.
매일 저녁, 집에 돌아왔을때 웃어주는 우리 재인이에게 넘 고맙고, 아직은 넘 어려서 네가 많이 슬퍼하지 않으리라는 생각에 엄마는 좀 안심이 된다.
이번주는 아빠와 함께있지만, 담주부터는 학교에 가야되는 우리 재인이,,,
엄마가 미안해. 그래도 같이 있는 시간동안은 재미있게 놀아주고, 많이 안아줄께.
아이구, 또 막 기분이 다운될려고 한다. 그럼 오늘은 여기까지 하고 담에 또 얘기하자~
For Mom
2009-08-28 09:19:00
Sienna's mom is missing Sienna, and we haven't posted pictures for a while, so I've hastily put these two together.
Comments:
회사 다니느라 바쁘겠구나 윤경.
난 감기로 정신없다.
재인이도 감기 안 걸리도록 조심조심하길.
여긴 이제 가을처럼 선선한 아침 저녁이 왔다.
Sienna had her first seven-hour sleep last night, which is wonderfully promising. Unfortunately, neither really got to enjoy it..yet.
Going to daycare
2009-09-14 18:58:24
[Picture from 2 September 2009]
Which one do you like?
2009-09-14 19:29:05
[Picture from 6 September 2009]
Comments:
다 이쁘지만서도...ㅎㅎㅎ.
http://asianposes.com/
Must eat toys
2009-09-14 19:36:04
[Picture from 6 September 2009]
Comments:
쑥쑥 자라는구나.
Izzy's Hoodie
2009-09-17 09:26:58
[Photo from 7 September 2009]
Comments:
뭘 입어도 이쁘지 재인.
Hamming it up with 할머니
2009-09-17 09:43:58
[Photo from 13 September 2009]
Comments:
볼때마다 크네...
살도 좀 찐 것 같고...포동포동...ㅎㅎ
Happy at 할머니의 집
2009-09-17 09:45:03
[Photo from 13 September 2009]
Comments:
이궁 귀여....^^
Caption?
2009-09-17 09:45:57
[Photo from 13 September 2009]
Comments:
이제 여자티가 제법 난다.
New sweater for fall
2009-09-17 09:46:57
[Photo from 15 September 2009]
Comments:
재인이 백일도 오는데...참...
윤경 보고싶네 재인이도.
물론 커즈도...ㅎㅎ
안본사이에 정말 많이 변했어..
직접 보고싶다..
Three-month-old stats
2009-09-19 10:06:46
With two days to go before her three month birthday and a month to go before she gets properly weighed and measured by the pediatrician, we've calculated that Sienna Jane is now 12.3lb (5.6kg) and 64cm (25.2"). By my calculations that's about the 5oth percentile for weight and the 90th for height.
Grabby!
2009-09-19 17:27:08
I don't have time now to process the video, but we are convinced that today Sienna has started to reach for and grasp objects. She obviously lacks loads of coordination, but it's just amazing to see her suddenly realizing that she can move things in her environment.
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2009-09-20 15:08:30
karensweater
2009-09-20 15:09:13
Comments:
커즈가 아빠라 저렇게 눈이 큰거겠지만
볼때마다 큰 눈이 신기하담.
100일 사진 연습
2009-09-20 15:32:05
Comments:
100일동안 대견합니담.
Today is Sienna's 100th day!!
2009-09-29 07:58:27
Comments:
It looks like mom went all out for occation.
네 엄마랑 아빠가 100일 동안 널 정말 열심히 키웠단다.
대견한 윤경! 커즈! 수고 했어요...
앞으로도 힘든 일이 많겠지만 힘내고...
근데 저 이상하게 생긴 동물모양은 머래?
아 저게 약식이고...저 커다란게 경단?
완전 먹고 싶다...
사진 진짜 잘 나왔어. 첫번째 앉아있는 사진은 진짜...
얼굴이 너무 행복해 보여서 짠하다...훌쩍.
윤경 대견해 대견해. 뽀뽀 쪽쪽쪽.
빨리 내년에 보고싶담. 재인이가 벌써 백일이 되었구나..
백일상도 넘 근사한걸?
백일떡도 멋지구..
어떻게 이렇게 그럴싸하게 차렸어..
넘 근사하다..
이거 보니깐 울 지호한테 미안한걸..
비교함 넘 초라하게 차려준거 같아서..T.T
어쩜이리 머리가 하늘을 향해 솟을까?ㅋㅋ
First of all, it is to celebrate the baby's health, it is that infant mortality thing. Second, if you calculate the baby's birthday from the day she is conceived, 100th day is the actual 1 year birthday. It also explains why the baby is 1 year old from the time they are born.
Anyway, What more reasons do you need for having a party, Right?
Halloween idea?
2009-10-05 15:00:42
What about an angel?
Comments:
your baby is SOOOOOO cute and i don't even like babies!
First cold
2009-10-20 10:06:48
Sienna's been somewhat ill for the last week. And when baby's sick, everyone's sick. And the only one who gets any sleep is Sienna. But 윤경 is super-strong and is doing an amazing job. Soon we'll all be healthy again...just in time for round two of immunizations.
Pediatrician update
2009-10-24 12:11:37
So, she's still a bit sick. Regular coughing, but nothing serious. The pediatrician yesterday wasn't even phased. But I do have new weights and heights for the record.
Weight: 6.14kg (13lbs 8oz)
Height: 61cm (24")
And she's received round two of immunizations. So far, so good.
Reading a book
2009-11-01 08:33:45
[Photo from 3 October 2009]
Comments:
quite fashionable!!
How do I look?
2009-11-02 08:30:31
Comments:
아가들은 정말 하루가 다르게 크는거 같아..
그동안 울재인이 넘 여성스러워졌다..
이제 여자티가 팍팍나..